today is just not a good day...today felt even more like a monday than yesterday...i am incredibly sad...i cant catch friday...even though i try...we've left food out for him...and a warm electric blanket...and still he runs from us...its freezing tonight...like in the Teens...and i just want him to be home snuggled up getting some love from us...but instead he is out in the cold...freezing his fuzzy lil buns off...looking for food...or us...or something...i just want him back home...today a gray long haired cat walked into our garage....drew must keep the garage door open in his man cave...his smoking really offends me...and this kitty walked in...i loved it and gave it some food and water...and i told him he could stay for the night...we'll see what happens...as i walked to the front door to leave food out for Friday and plug in the electric blanked i saw Friday run away from our front door...i want him back so much!...im very sad...i cant be consoled right now...not to mention that my kids are really testing me...pushing the limit...making messes...not doing their homework or chores...and just all around being little spoiled rotten jerks...little do they know tomorrow will wreak havoc with their play time...and this might be an ongoing test to see who can hold out the longest...i know it will be me...